So, on average, I update about once a month, so I want to change that.

I got a late acceptance to the university of my choice....FTW. Cue the extrememe excitement.

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 Life is just.....

suck, sometimes...

amazing, at others.

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 I've decided I want to be a bartender when I grow up.

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[[Thought I'd share this with you guys. If you have questions about something in the message, ask me. I'll tell you.]]

Well, everything's not okay, but when is it ever? Every since dad yelled at me this place has been a wreck. Mom moved out and into grandma's again. I don't know if she plans on coming back. I've been depressed every since that day, and I just don't feel like seeing anyone, or barely moving from the bed.

It will pass soon, but I don't know how soon. I really want mom back. I want Randa to stop dating David and admit that it was a screwed up thing for her to do. I want Jadah to stop being shoved up her boyfriend's ass (ditto with Randa). I want a best friend that won't screw me over. && most importantly I'm ready for this weekend... I really hope we're still coming there. I honestly believe it will help me get out of the dumps and stop feeling sorry for myself (believe it or not, I'm usually REALLY happy now days. && I hate feeling sorry for myself, because I don't want others to feel sorry for me; I want them to care, of course, but not pity... I hate that).

I honestly haven't felt this bad since the 7th grade. I just need to get away from here. I think it's about time for me to move away permantly. There's too many people here that know me too well. I think if I move I'll be able to start over and be the person I wish I could be here. Happy. && not so angry at everyone all the time. && not so expectant of people. No one is 100% dependable, but I'm too close to people here to NOT lean on them the way I have been.

If I move, I can be free. And independent.

Anyways, that's my rant for now. =] I can't wait to see all of you again.

Well, I feel absolutely idiotic. I didn't know The Gunpowder Plot was an actual event. V for Vendetta is one of my favorite movies, and I didn't know it was based off of an actual event.

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